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A Lonely Mingle with Circumstance

by Torchiana

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1.
Hindsight 03:37
with wings like a bird jumping off wisps of the wind you were born out of chaos to the search for stability submersed in a world of senses subject to the weight of time and cursed with the gift of hindsight hindsight you will be the death of the youthful glow that swims around you now
2.
you called me on my flip phone to see if I could come down down to the river where you were gazing in the portal there to I don't know where but it was somewhere better I assume somewhere where the cigarettes would never burn out and the bricks were always shifting on the balcony well keep it kicking till the morning light can bring a wave of warmth and jazz to fill the room and everything can be new
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Wasting time 02:36
all hatred is the same spreading like roaches breaking like rain wasting the time away just a waste of time it is wasting the time away just a waste of time and I knew it but that lifetime is gone as the time passed I lost track and the sun kept rising on billowing clouds creep over the tower sky high, miles deep and so much greater so I'll be wasting the time away just wasting time you'll find me wasting the time away just wasting time while the men scurry under running like rats to check off the list for another list I'll just keep drifting on
5.
always growing the only constant is the way the tides change building up so they can break down or maybe it's the other way ask me again some other day either way I'll see you when the grass gets tall again and the dandelions are ripe for wine I'll get real drunk then take a bit of my time to do a little bit of nothing and leave nothing undone
6.
green baseball fence show me to the field where the grass stretches over the horizon and hours felt like a day cause days lasted an eternity when we hadn't spent our time on hoping for a refund we hadn't sold our time to the first buyer we could find baked in the afternoon sun stands a wooden castle rising up scattered bits of puzzles past under the couch I might add but they always show themselves when you're moving out and you hadn't spent your time on hoping for a refund you hadn't sold your time to the first buyer you could find
7.
All lyrics to this song were improvised and lost to time with the exception of "I told you once before but I should say it all the time"
8.
shifting shapes of perfect uniqueness seamless symbols of heaven when seconds are centuries the mountains move the same emerging well I know time takes and it's a choice to change argument to admiration selling our lives for a place to spend them can you create the conditions needed for comfort
9.
The Valley 00:57
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serpents of light slivering down the highway where mountains of mirror tower over the river eyes endlessly fixed on cyan, yellow and magenta leave your spirit at the gate here it only adds more weight
11.
Six of cups 02:14
only ever thinking in words hardly ever feeling in retrospect but the monologue keeps running on and on filtering through events in layers of abstraction reflecting the reflections where's it going anyway when you only ever contemplate how to relay and you're looking for another's eyes worrying and compromising living in hindsight when the dust still sparkles bright and weightless and the morning hour brings the light through the window pass like some misplaced childhood space conjured up again
12.
Roots 03:33
slippin in my roots in the dry, cracked ground growing's going slow but I'm hoping for a rain shower cause somebody long ago told me I could grow here told me I could grow anywhere I wanted to saying glory waits for you where you finally fall tell me was it just for validation after all cause I could never tell slippin in my roots in the coarse, sand ground empty blue sky where the sun keeps beating down you know I can see clear for miles around but the only things here are dust and senschuct will glory wait for me where I finally fall tell me was it just for validation after all cause I always hoped there be more to it something never seen that you could feel in the pit of your stomach I always hoped
13.
Killing time 00:40
14.
Nothing new 02:19
I've seen you here before you go by 'open minded' but you are nothing of the sort closed, padlocked and nothing new and nothing good can come through you nothing strange so nothing will be changed through you same old fiction poisoning the vine causing friction with the same old vengeful lines its nothing new and nothing good can come through you nothing strange so nothing will be changed through you
15.
mother I'm sorry I didn't realize just all you'd given up for me I was just thinking about myself like always and I know it's really not my place but could you do just one more thing for me just one last time lead me back home and give me shelter from the rain and a window to let the sun shine in to warm my body and I'll feel fine all the days of my life beneath the splintered sunlight of the trees with peace and harmony deliberately all the days of my life I've been running away so far, so long to get god knows where and now that I am finally there I just wanna go home and so mother I'm sorry I didn't realize just all you'd given up for me I was just thinking about myself like always

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released February 18, 2018

This album is dedicated to R. Bruce Morrison (1956-2018), a man who taught me about rock and roll, which has saved my soul everyday of my life.

The album name is a tribute to Neil Young, one of the greatest songwriters this country has known, whos been making beautiful, honest music for twice as long as I've been alive.

The album cover is a woodblock print made by Matthew Torchiana Hoban. The design of the sky was made with the pattern that already existed on the block that was carved. This is a practice I've adopted over the last year to use the tools presented by this particular material, and to create a physical space which could represent unfolding time. The man is a self portrait, based on a photograph by Adrian Lozer.

All writing, performing, recording and mixing were done from 2017-2018 by Matthew Torchiana Hoban. Exceptions to this are a wooden spoon hitting a metal bowl by my nephew Luke, some short vocal samples of friends and family taken over the course of 2017, some interjections of noise by my dog Jax moving around the room while I was recording, and the noises of waves, bird calls, cars and trains brought to me by either fate or circumstance depending on what you ascribe to.

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Torchiana Athens, Georgia

Singer/songwriter music by Matthew Torchiana Hoban, based in Athens GA.
For booking, email torchianamusic@gmail.com
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